just an update...

Well, I have not heard anything from the TSA yet about the job I applied for. I know that government organizations tend to take their sweet time in responding, but this is just crazy. I hope to hear something from them sooner rather than later. I want and need to know if I have a chance at the job, and how good the jobs outlook seems to be as a career. If I do not get this job, I am back to the drawing board, and honestly, I have no clue what to do. I am still considering going to a four year school if I do not get the job, however, I am honestly tired of schooling for the time. I am ready to get this life started. I want to have something accomplished before I get too old. Blah, right? In this economy, in this country, the chances seem extremely unlikely.

Oh, and I got a phone call this morning and when I answered it, the person on the other end asked to speak with "Everette" and I just knew that it was something to do with a job since hardly anyone uses my formal, legal name. But no, of course not, it was my stupid bank trying to sell me some insurance or some crap.... GER. I was actually polite for a change to what I call a "telemarketer", whom I enjoy telling off.

Anyway, I am still trying to find the motivation daily to complete my P90x. I tell you what, it really is hard to keep yourself motivated to do something everyday (minus one day a week as a rest day, or in my case sometimes, a make-up day). I would honestly LOVE to just stop the program... but holy crap, I am into it 7 weeks and I'll be dang if I'm going to quit with only like five and a half or 6 weeks left in the program. That seems so long, but after this week is over I'll only have 5 weeks left, and then only 4 weeks left, and then only three weeks left, and you get the picture. I'm trying to psych myself up to finish it. Why? Because I can see some results, and I just don't want to wonder "what if" 5 weeks from now.

Yi Yi Yi, I need to get on the ball today! I need to exercise and walk my dog and all that fun jaz before church this evening. Hum, some people most likely think I'm a hypocrite about some things, but that's okay. Maybe I should blog about what I believe? eh, maybe.